Yes there's always been that small part of me that hoped that they'd bring Ianto back. I've always known they wouldn't, but it doesn't mean that little corner of my mind didn't hope.
Today after I finally got around to getting my Audible trial credits sorted, I bought a copy of the
Torchwood : The Lost Files set of radio plays. As usual they're good and all, but listening to The House of the Dead, it's been so long since I read reviews on them, that I forgot that one was set after the end of CoE....
I'll try not to spoil it much if you haven't listened to it and wanted to without spoilers, but because I forgot that little tidbit, the end of that...episode I guess you could call it, hit me full force, so now my itchy allergy eyes are sore and puffy from crying, but I'm kinda glad a little that Jack got a bit better closure.
But that little corner of my brain where the small hope that they'd find their loophole to bring Ianto back is screaming at the top of her lungs for the writers to get their asses back here and rewrite it, cause they had their loop hole dammit!
All this on top of seeing that set of the "original" Torchwood I
posted about a couple weeks ago has left me feeling a little empty, because now there really is no hope for Torchwood to go back to the way it was.
I knew it all along, but now that the small corner of hope has been crushed its different.